I wrote this after a late night working. I was coming home, and the crescent moon was glowing, a single bright star almost directly above it. There was a slight wind rustling the leaves, and the scent of flowers and smells of the lake were sharp and stimulating. (I live on Lake Washington and grew up on Lake Erie). I admit a fascination with those single moments that the show didn't capture. FK was, among other things, a CRIME series. Isn't that why we all write, to fill in the gaps? :) Usual disclaimers. I don't own any of the rights to the characters. Hope you enjoy. ================================== Spring, 1993 - A Thursday Night Kristen Fife, 4/2004 Nick and Natalie stepped out of the building into the cool spring night air. They had just watched the Three Muskateers, and although Nat had liked it, Nick thought “cheesy” wasn’t even derogatory enough to BEGIN to describe the writing and acting. But, when they both had a Thursday night off and Nat had suggested they catch a movie in the theater, Nick had surprised both of them by agreeing. The 9:00 showing was sparse, which was fine with them both. Natalie breathed in deeply and sighed in contentment. Nick looked over at her, a puzzled look on his face. “Why the deep sigh?” “I love springtime, and sometimes at night you can get a much sharper smell of the daffodils and tulips.” She glanced at him as they walked down the sidewalk, then she looked up at the sky. “It must be amazing for you to fly on a night like this. The sky is so black. The stars are like diamonds and the moon looks like a giant pearl. Sometimes on nights like this I feel as if there’s another layer to life than just what we can see and touch.” Nick didn’t know what to say. Her observation was so…poetic, and so much more accurate than she knew. Just then, Nat stumbled on the sidewalk as they were walking and she was looking up at the sky. Nick caught her under the elbow and helped steady her. She flashed a smile at him, then tucked her hand in the crook of his arm. They continued walking, a bit more slowly. Meandering in the dark streets, a gentle breeze rustling the new leaves on the maple trees lining the sidewalk. Neither said anything else. Natalie was in a fey mood, and felt that her life was quivering on the verge of some sort of a change. Every now and then she got feelings like this, and she had learned that if she just lived one moment at a time, she sometimes caught a piece of the wonder that still existed in the world. Her 28th birthday had been proof of that. For his own part, Nick was lost deep in reflection on Nat’s words and images. He had lived for so long in the dark, and craved the daylight so ferociously that he often forgot that for mortals that lived in both, perhaps the night DID offer some sort of wonder. One of the things he had learned over the centuries from mortals was that with their shortened life spans, sometimes things that seemed mundane to him were almost magical for them. And, he honestly admitted to himself, vice versa. For all of her grounding in science and medicine, Natalie had a fanciful side to her multi-faceted personality, and Nick enjoyed whatever little observations he was privileged to see from her. It had been so long since he had allowed any mortal to get close to him that he forgot some of the smaller pleasures in life, like companionable conversation and time spent with a friend. Vampires, as a whole, were vastly cynical and detached from the world around them. “Everyday” life for them consisted of either elaborate mental scheming, or else the endless search for diversions. Diversions which were often cruel and petty. Nick wasn’t certain why his views and priorities had changed over the last 100+ odd years. He had played at those games for centuries, and had enjoyed them. But somewhere along the line, he had decided to rejoin the daily life of the mortal world, as well as to give up the predatory lifestyle of the vampire. He had had occasional interactions with co-workers or students, but had never had a friendship such as he shared with Natalie. He glanced at her sideways from the corner of his eye, watching her absorb the beauty of the spring night. He could hear her breathing, smell her blood, and see the light from the streetlamps glinting in her hair. Her lips curled slightly in the sheer pleasure of being alive. He wondered if he would ever be able to just enjoy existing like she did. They continued to wander, two friends sharing an early spring night. Light from the moon, the stars and the street lights illuminated internal observations for both of them. Someday, maybe they would share their musings. But for now, companionable silence and the shared comfort of a friend gave them each a small measure of peace. =========================== Copyright Kristen M. Fife, fenix23fyre@yahoo.com