From: phylis sullivan [phylis_s_2000_2001@yahoo.com] Sent: Sunday, June 24, 2001 11:44 PM To: Anita K. Blake Subject: First one "Longing" Ok if I am awake, and that is questionable, This is my first one and I have sent you the first 3. If you need the fourth one I can send that too. Thanks again for wanting to archive these. There should be : "Longing", "How?", "It is wrong." and then "Vampire Thoughts". Longing Why can't it stop? This incessant longing. To have what he cannot have to be what he cannot be. His soul cries out in anguish... Please release me from this pain... ...this longing. For a Life I cannot have, a Love I can never share. This thirst that never ends, A hunger for other lives. His soul cries out... For Forgiveness... For Peace... For Mortality... For an End... To this Longing, this Pain.